Blow me 2011

This is the rundown as to why I hate 2011

1) In February, my dad had his second heart attack

2) Then in February, Matts dad ended up with a blood clot and he almost died. He was in the hospital for all of February and all of March. A very scary time.

3) Matts Aunt went to the hospital, she almost died. She had to have heart surgery.

4) Most of these hospital visits were caused by the people smoking, but even so, I cant get Matt to quit smoking.

5) I got a new job. The pay is horrible, and I only make $1000 a month, BUT 500$ a month is what it costs me in gas to get there.

6) My job is  45 minutes from my house, and Im only allowed to work from 1pm (13:00) till 9pm (21:00) and it takes me almost an hour to get to work or get home. So I dont get home until 10pm (22:00) so I only get to see my husband 2 hours a day.

7) I was told when I got this job, I wouldnt have to work Saturday or Sunday- That was a lie. I work Saturday or Sunday... I DO work them. So I cant see my husband on Saturday or Sunday, which are the days he is not working.

8) His job told him last year that they know they dont give him enough money, so they were going to make sure in 2011 he got a big raise. Well it turns out that one of his bosses decided THEY needed a  big raise (because $100,000 a year was not enough for him) so Matt didnt get his raise.  So we're broke

9)We want to have a baby, but we cant because we cant pay our bills right now because we dont make enough money.

10) I went and tried to get another job, they told me they really liked me and would hire me the next day so to go to work and quit my job. Luckily I didnt quit my job because they never called.

11) We have no money and have to keep asking my parents or Matts parents for money. We've never had to do that before

12) Oma fell down and broke her pelvis and hit her head. She is in the hospital and wont be home for christmas :o(

13) Matts other aunt had a brain Aneurysm  (a piece of her brain basically exploded) and now she is in the hospital and not responding. Her brain is dead. She is not going to live.

14) we cant buy anyone Christmas presents this year because we have no money. Its embarrassing

15) I havent seen anything besides my house and my job in 9 months. I feel like Im going crazy

16) Matt is trying to get a new job, and Im worried that if he gets a new job, that they may lay him off (fire him because they cant afford him) and then we will lose our house. We may hate his job now, and he may not make enough money, but at least its a job and we know he has a job

 Its been a very bad year.

Lets go back to 2009. That was a great year! Got married, bought a house, went on 3 vacations, got to see my husband more than 2 hours a day, had a little extra money (not alot, but a little). Lets go back to that time!

2012 needs to be ALOT better